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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Leading a weird life.

Every day i wake up, go to work, stay after working hours creating and innovating new things to be recognized.

and the days keep come and go and suddenly, i realized that i'm 24 but looks like 44 years old man. having no social life no friends away from my carrer circle. Even i don't have the time to think of a girl.

And when i sit with my regular friends we only chat and talk about work issues and how to improve our selves and the foundation that we work in. And i don't know why i started to feel bored out of my life. I don't want to talk or create oh GOD i need a vacation. and i need it badly.


and when i talk with my mum she tells my that i'm a young man who works in a big bank in Egypt and i should be proud for what i have earned for my self. but i think that because what i have accomplished was due to my parents support and because i'm lucky not because i already have worked for it which i can assert from another side it's not true because i did well in each and every interview, meeting, task was assigned to me and still do.


May be it's the feeling of being not content and satisfied with what i am.