TORN WOLVERINE

AUSTRALIA.

My aunt lives there for about 25 years now. And she keeps calling me saying that she wants me to go and settle there because she thinks that there in Australia i will be leading a better life even if i descended and worked in handy works because some how i'm skilled at being a plumper for instance. she says that a plumper can drive his own EVO and buy a house with a back yard in a good neighourhood. while here in Egypt my great bad land i'm earning about 3000 LE per month but still considered poor due to my life style conditions.

I don't know what decision to take.

Wether it's gonna be going there and leading a happy life away from the heel in here. without any friends, family and relations.

Or staying in hell and thanking god for the blessings i enjoy i really i don't know.

posted by sandman @ 9:41 PM Comments: 0

Leading a weird life.

Every day i wake up, go to work, stay after working hours creating and innovating new things to be recognized.

and the days keep come and go and suddenly, i realized that i'm 24 but looks like 44 years old man. having no social life no friends away from my carrer circle. Even i don't have the time to think of a girl.

And when i sit with my regular friends we only chat and talk about work issues and how to improve our selves and the foundation that we work in. And i don't know why i started to feel bored out of my life. I don't want to talk or create oh GOD i need a vacation. and i need it badly.


and when i talk with my mum she tells my that i'm a young man who works in a big bank in Egypt and i should be proud for what i have earned for my self. but i think that because what i have accomplished was due to my parents support and because i'm lucky not because i already have worked for it which i can assert from another side it's not true because i did well in each and every interview, meeting, task was assigned to me and still do.


May be it's the feeling of being not content and satisfied with what i am.

posted by sandman @ 9:24 PM Comments: 0